Life.

Bit of a soppy blog.

A lot of complex thinking about my life over the Past week.

Safe to say it's been a week of mixed emotions.
Excitement about how things are going, yet impatient on the other hand as I hate waiting for things to finally get to where i want them to be.
anyone who has been in a long distance relationship, and you know when it is finally going to end so you can be together, but you just gotta wait that little bit of extra time - you can relate to the frustration.

I lcan't wait to have a 'normal' relationship in a couple of months, and just appreciate the simple things, like waking up together every morning. Having petty arguments. Watching soaps on the sofa.
After 2 and a half years of 200 + miles apart it will beyond wonderful to be together.

I can't wait to see how my life is going to plan out with him, Not saying its all going to be an easy fairytale but i feel we have already been through some of the hardest parts of our relationship and it can only get better from now on.  can't wait until we get married and start building a family, one of my biggest aims in life is to bring up the most adorable and well mannered little chubbs who will be perfectly dressed and love tea as much as their mother. I  can not think of a better role model and father figure as him. A lot of people treat parenthood as a chore, but i think it has to be nothing but beneficial and amazing.

Defiantly feel very grateful at the moment, as I see people i once knew when I was at the age of 16.. and they still have the same job and no ambitions in life..
Really i should never complain. <3

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