Tigers + Sharks.

This whole not having a job thing makes you go insane.

I really don't understand how people can't be bothered to get jobs or don't want to get one! 

just having this 4 months off university for summer, doing nothing but watch mind  numbing Tv and having no money...the thought of it depresses me so much! 

You need something to get you up in the morning, motivate yourself, so you are mentally challenged...wtihout this, whats the point?

 Plus for me, I just really want some money to spend on the house, and spend on lots and lots of clothes of course and to treat the boy with. 

Not having anything to do, makes you go mad, i'm sure of it, Lately my over thinking level has reached its max, You question everything and place doubt in everything, which really Isn't a sunny place to be. I get over paranoid about bad things happening when i'm in a good place. Standard I guess!

I've been applying all over, even in York which is an hour away, but its really pretty so worth driving an hour to be able to work such a lovely city. I have an interview lined up, but its over the phone, one thing which i dread and I'm not good at! but hopefully other things will come up.

Finally the boy gets back home tonight after having a trip back to London.

 I  also get to watch him rehearse tomorrow for his show which is in august. ( buy tickets - Here) - which is always lovely. He is talented and naturally gifted when it comes to his voice and dancing..its good to see him making the most of it, He really does have the most gorgeous voice :).

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 I have a shoot on thursday, which I'm really looking forward to with a really talented local photographer :) gonna be sweet.

:-)

xox